i am

i am a poet writing of my pain

i am a person living a life of shame

i am your son hiding my depression

i am your brother making a good impression

i am your friend acting like im fine

i am a wisher wishing this life werent mine

i am a boy who thinks of suicide

i am a teenager pushing my tears aside

i am a student who doesnt have a clue

i am the boy next to you

i am the one asking you to care

i am your best friend hoping you'll be there

hate life right now

i fucking hate this... i try to get this girl back but she doesnt want me back and i dont kno what to do.... but i guess i have to leave it alone and stick with being friends